emomewo

if i didn't turn down edmund's weekly invitation to zouk

then i wouldn't have gone fb surfing

then i wouldn't have seen pictures i didnt wanna see

and maybe i wont be feeling the way i do now

but reality will still hit me one day

and reality really stinks.

conclusion is i should've gone zouk tonight.

but i'm such a pussy now

scared i'll be tired at work, scared that i cannot wake up

scared get too drunk

scared this scared that

i hate this feeling

whatever happened to youth?

whatever happened to clubbing & 8.30am class?

whatever happened to doing things my own way?

you're gone from here

& soon you'll disappear

fading into beautiful light

everybody's changing & i don't feel right...