bad stuff on a roll

all the bad stuff seem to be happening to me recently

and it's really putting me down

i get over things quickly but when they are on a roll,

it seems never ending

& they're further lurking....

if i reveal any emotions about any current issue, people will think i'm overreacting when they don't kno all the shits that's been hitting me... i wish i wouldn't care what others think but i'm too conscious for that.

of cos i won't be THAT upset if it was one single issue

but try a few on a roll

& the culmination of shitass feelings.

i just want to kno -

will smtg good ever happen?

i feel so cornered but i won't give up.

good night & till happier things.