hullo! it's been just a couple of days, but it felt like weeks since i've updated! i wonder whyyy....
- this is srsly gonna be a long entry, i think the last 2 paras matter the most! so if you want to give up reading thru it, just skip all the top bits. hahaha! -
anw i just caught confessions of a shopaholic earlier with ginger & angela, and it was pretty funny i must say! everyone's telling me how nice it is and to catch it.... i suppose it did live up to what i've expected! met edmund for a while, like 30mins? for dinner before the movie (he ate, i watched - eye power), to catch up before he flies to TW & i supposed he asked me out just cos his so-called-gf-to-be didn't meet him this evening. he said i lost weight HAHAHAHA!!!! that honestly sounded like music to my ears, but of cos, i remain skeptical.
to update on my tatttoooo! it's ermm.. healing pretty badly? COS i've got itchy hands that just can't help but to pick on the scabs! hahaha! and they're kinda itchy cos they're healing and drying up.... i think im gonna end up in eneven patches - and i'm not thinking of getting a touch up... cos i srsly do think they're kinda obvious (i cant hide it no matter what i wear - except boots or shoes - which i DON'T wear) so.... we'll see how it goes! at least there's no harm or doesn't obstruct me in anyway in the meantime....
so far everyone's telling me its pretty nice! that at least it doesnt look so empty with just a single star... ryan & marc commented it looks like Z's tattoo on a small-scale level -_-" okaayyyy... (but clare added that ONLY MUCH NICER, haaha!) anw, i dun care what people say cos at the end of the day, it's just reassurances. I matter the most in any sort of opinions, esp. when it comes to myself.
omg. i still haven't gotten back a reply from the internship & i thot the interview went well.... like really well cos we were all just having fun chit-chatting. but it's a PR firm, and i guess they MUST be good at making people feel good. plsplspls wish me all the best? *cross my fingers* anw, it's not a REAL job so i'm not that hard up or anything; it's just that an internship is COMPULSORY... the idea of looking for a REAL job in less than a year's time srsly is smtg i'm not looking fwd to. i honestly dread being all grown up & tied down with roles & responsibilites in life. and whose roles & responsibilities am i supposed to fulfill?
i've submitted all my documents for the exchange! so it's like 75% confirmed, the other 25% lies with NTU's decision, and i've yet to go for medical check up! it costs bloody $150 and i've gotta draw 3 tubes of blood, and i've to buy insurance as well! urghhh... $ $ $...... i'll worry about you some other day.
this is getting too long! i read a girl's blog on amsterdam and how the people there are tall, goodlooking, funny & how that place is really just simply nice! I KNOOOOO --- i wanna go there one day too! how i reallyreally wish i have the $ to just travel ard, see the world & bask in some other cultures. most places just doesn't seem as caught up & fast paced like how we are... and that's just genuinely nice. where everyone appreciates the people they have around, and just value the little things in life. i'm not saying that we aren't appreciative, but somehow, our culture just seems to caught up in the bigger picture - money, job, security, status, education, blahblah... to treasure little things like reading, walking, watching the sunset with our loved ones. ok who am i to babble when i don't even have someone like this to do all these with me.......
oh wells. highlight of today's post - just a reminder to myself - i live my life the way i want it to be. this was smtg i used to tell myself when i was younger, but i somehow forgot it as i grew older... hitherto, it seems plausible to say such things.... but i know they're gonna sound irresponsible as i grow older (which i am) and that just sucks.
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