just read my emails.....

and i've gotten the exchange to tw! 

now for the multi-million $ question:

to go, or not to go?

i'd love to leave everything behind 

FINALLY getting out of school (not technically, but it'd seem & BE that way) just to travel around (japan!!!), meet new people & envt, & just to play. 

but at the same time,

i'm scared of leaving those i love behind ): 

you know how much i worry myself sometimes. 

sighs. what should i do now?

only 3 days to think about the offer.