In health or sickness...

it's 6 in the morning now!

Ginger's gonna kill me... for not sleeping at this hour.

I almost died just now anyway! Derek (or Derrick, i dunno - i prefer the former spelling) was sending me home at such a fast and furious and crazy speed that i really thought i was either gonna fly out of the bike or get into an accident; and dislocate his shoulders in the meanwhile of my death!

Ok. i was really scared.... i think i almost cried! but i didn't!! tahaa! :p you.


Something's wrong with my body ):

I'd be going for a check up soon - got referred to hosital for a detailed check up. i so hope that it's nothing serious... cos when angela told me stuff like colon cancer just now, i was so super scared.

2 very bad scares in a day will kill me, i tell you.

THREE infact! there were some f*o*s on my way to east coast earlier...! if it's not obvious to you wad's the word, forget about it. i don't even wanna make it obvious.... cos i totally utterly absolutely detest hate that disgusting creature.

sigh.... i promise to live healthy! meaning, no more late nights! (from now onwards!!)

so good byes to midnight cycling, suppers, fishing, mahjongs....

UNTIL i get better, or at least know what's wrong with me.

i just hope that i won't die so young... there're still so many things that i haven't done!

Like, getting my license, going to uni, going to so many different countries, working in a proper company, catching a fish, dye my hair red, getting a pair of papillio, eating escargos, amongst millions of other things to do and achieve. oh yeah, and falling in love. how could i forget about that!

i will be ok. *optimistic smile* so don't you all worry (if i've made u worried in any way).

SO you better take care of your health and not take it for granted. cos sometimes shit happens even if you take care of it (like me, Hello?!).