this morning i woke up at 7+ TWICE due to recurring dreams of a fucking acquisition!
i think it's somewhat linked to my all the work that i'm doing... somehow it has envt stuff, acquisition cos my pr project is about a merger and maybe partly of the financial crisis paper i was doing last nite. omg... it just spells STRESS. which's really sick, anyway.
and i woke up with a fever. finally a fever after all the bodyache for the past 2 days. i could just feel it coming, all the signs.
i hate term papers.
i hate research.
and i realised all my unhappiness blogged is stemmed from a single person.
that's really depressing. cos you make me helpless. you make me uneasy.
i hate myself doing this to myself. i hate to hate.
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