Was surfing thru' some old friends' blog... maybe just that one friend, but it was enuff to make me envious. Usually i'm not the kind to be envious (cos i kno there's no end to it), apart from great looks and figures, hahaa... but after chancing upon her blog, i feel like i'm missing out a huge chunk of fun & loved ones in my life. There's just the feeling of emptiness that lingers...
Like i see how strong her friendships are, which still proves me right that i dont need many friends, just that couple of impt ones are enuff in my life. But sometimes i dunno if they feel the way i feel? And i wonder what our friendships are made of... got friends who're tooo busy spending time with the bf instead, some too busy with work, some who simply vanished (this hols), some whom i find it hard to communicate with anymore, and some who sometimes make me feel like my feelings aren't reciprocated. Bahhh... all these sure ain't making me feel good :(
Maybe cos i'm single that's why i think my friends are my pillar of strength & support. There're the only ones who can cheer me up, spend time tgt doing crazy stuff, gossiping and in the midst of all these, making me grow up. They're the reason why i think there's no biggie about being single at all... cos i've got enuff love to go around. But sometimes.... i'm just not too sure :/
Heck, for the rest of the times, i love you all the same :)
Played mahjong with Elaine, Sy & Junhao today... i won! Maybe cos i wore red underwear, hahaha! Had yummy pizza and were all damn full... & drove to the haunted Punggol bungalow. Hmmm, we were at least 700m away cos the ground were all damn wet and i've got no intention of getting close, for the fear of the f**g more than the ghosts.... i think? hahaha! And i finally gotten a hula hoop! wheees! back to exercise...
oh4jan: Ate crazy loads at Sushi Tei in town with the JC gang and chatted at HK Cafe @ Pasir Ris till late. Can't wait for the next meet up at Joel's place! And Kelly's 21st??? and maybe everyone else's ones too, HAHAHA... Till then, jyaa!! =.=o
Like i see how strong her friendships are, which still proves me right that i dont need many friends, just that couple of impt ones are enuff in my life. But sometimes i dunno if they feel the way i feel? And i wonder what our friendships are made of... got friends who're tooo busy spending time with the bf instead, some too busy with work, some who simply vanished (this hols), some whom i find it hard to communicate with anymore, and some who sometimes make me feel like my feelings aren't reciprocated. Bahhh... all these sure ain't making me feel good :(
Maybe cos i'm single that's why i think my friends are my pillar of strength & support. There're the only ones who can cheer me up, spend time tgt doing crazy stuff, gossiping and in the midst of all these, making me grow up. They're the reason why i think there's no biggie about being single at all... cos i've got enuff love to go around. But sometimes.... i'm just not too sure :/
Heck, for the rest of the times, i love you all the same :)
Played mahjong with Elaine, Sy & Junhao today... i won! Maybe cos i wore red underwear, hahaha! Had yummy pizza and were all damn full... & drove to the haunted Punggol bungalow. Hmmm, we were at least 700m away cos the ground were all damn wet and i've got no intention of getting close, for the fear of the f**g more than the ghosts.... i think? hahaha! And i finally gotten a hula hoop! wheees! back to exercise...
oh4jan: Ate crazy loads at Sushi Tei in town with the JC gang and chatted at HK Cafe @ Pasir Ris till late. Can't wait for the next meet up at Joel's place! And Kelly's 21st??? and maybe everyone else's ones too, HAHAHA... Till then, jyaa!! =.=o
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