ONE MOMENT I WAS IN LOVEEEE & IT BROUGHT ME DOWN LIKE FREE FALLING WITH JUST ONE CLICK.... Curiosity kills the cat, in the case, the love!
The first time i lay my eyes on this guy from a local band who came to perform in SMU, i was in love! hahaa... i kno that's damn extreme, considering that i only saw him once and i did not see any of his performance after that. I TRIED TO make it down to Timbre & Wala once, but on BOTH occasions, the band which was SUPPOSED to be performing on those days was not performing! So tonight was my 2nd official time seeing him, and i gushed for 3 whole hours non-stop.......
It must be what love is like.... defending the man you like when your friends are dissing/criticising him, hahaa. i kno, damn bhb but i can't help it!!!
SO THE FIRST THING I DID WHEN IM HOME WAS TO GOGGLE THE BAND. (It took me one whole year for this brilliant idea to strike???) And i found the official website, and who could EVER forget the use of Friendster to check up on people?!?!! Beholds the fact that i wish isn't real - he's attached!!! And my heart went free-falling, seriously.
I kno i'm being damn melodramatic... but the shyte always hits the fan and back on me like this. Since he'll never kno my existence, i'm freely expressing the way i feel. It sucks.... my one year on-off crush (of whenever i could recall, hahaa) which climaxed today, was dashed on the same night itself.
And i'm really really down right now. BOO.
And i guess i'll need like 3 nights, which is considerably long, to get over him.... Another infactuation of mine just died :(
But his shy smile, and the way he tiptoed when he strums & sings will remain in this little heart of mine. At least it got my heart fluttering....
The first time i lay my eyes on this guy from a local band who came to perform in SMU, i was in love! hahaa... i kno that's damn extreme, considering that i only saw him once and i did not see any of his performance after that. I TRIED TO make it down to Timbre & Wala once, but on BOTH occasions, the band which was SUPPOSED to be performing on those days was not performing! So tonight was my 2nd official time seeing him, and i gushed for 3 whole hours non-stop.......
It must be what love is like.... defending the man you like when your friends are dissing/criticising him, hahaa. i kno, damn bhb but i can't help it!!!
SO THE FIRST THING I DID WHEN IM HOME WAS TO GOGGLE THE BAND. (It took me one whole year for this brilliant idea to strike???) And i found the official website, and who could EVER forget the use of Friendster to check up on people?!?!! Beholds the fact that i wish isn't real - he's attached!!! And my heart went free-falling, seriously.
I kno i'm being damn melodramatic... but the shyte always hits the fan and back on me like this. Since he'll never kno my existence, i'm freely expressing the way i feel. It sucks.... my one year on-off crush (of whenever i could recall, hahaa) which climaxed today, was dashed on the same night itself.
And i'm really really down right now. BOO.
And i guess i'll need like 3 nights, which is considerably long, to get over him.... Another infactuation of mine just died :(
But his shy smile, and the way he tiptoed when he strums & sings will remain in this little heart of mine. At least it got my heart fluttering....
*I'm not gonna reveal who he is, cos it's kinda embarrassing since i'm being so melodramatic here, but those around me WOULD kno who... & IT'S ALREADY DAMN OBVIOUS.... hahaa!!!*
I kno i sound REALLY STUPID right now.
And i'll probably delete this entry in days to come.
But as of now, i mean every single word i've said....
I kno i sound REALLY STUPID right now.
And i'll probably delete this entry in days to come.
But as of now, i mean every single word i've said....
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