This is an entry for my two friends.... firstly to:

POOR GINGER! -.-

I've just read grace's blog and those tags that people leave... you're like, so cursed. you're my best frd and yet these things are happening to you; so being your 'bestgirl', this feeling kinda sucks.

Hmmm..

Sorry for not helping you. for not flamming others' blogs... or to write something for you. You know that i'll be on your side, but hey, you should know my reasons for not helping right? (there're some things i would meddle in, and things that i simply would not...)

Hah... just like good ol' secondary school days once again! Don't you miss those catfight days? where i don't fight with those girls you dislike but i'd go around quarrelling with teachers and making them fall head over heels in love with me. tsk.

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Just forget about it laa. i still think after all this drama, that guy is the one to blame. not the girl(s). He's like trying to win love (from her) and friendship (from you and small ez); just such a loser in my personal opinion. Hypocrite. urghhhhh.

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Who do you run to when you're feeling down? when it feels all so sucky inside and all you wanna do is to cry? once in a while, these feelings (or bad days) just surfaced without any reason why. maybe it's pms, maybe days have been so rosy that a not-so-good one seems very disastrous.

The first person whom i'd run to is obviously my Boss :D gee.

No reason why... just cos she's my soulmate, my bestie, my i-dunno-who-i'd-be-w/o-you friend.
Actually, maybe it's because Boss listens; she listens to what i have to say and just takes on my side... and that's enough for me. to know that someone is on my side.

Sometimes i'd run to Ginger as well... haha. she's one fiesty chick who'll always be on my side, no matter what!! (la la la) and that's just who Ginger is! after all, we've been through so much together... (almost 9 years of friendship... *pukes* we're so old already?!!) ups, downs, crazy times, break ups, and WE even broke up before (teehee). my best friend, my crazy friend, my friend who loves me :) and i love you too, stay within my limits, aite?

Ok, i'm Not gonna make a list of my friends out here! am just thankful for such people in my life.. there was once sheryl was busy, ginger was working, junhao was out with his gf, and i was having this quibble with angela; when everyone was just not by my side that i felt loneliness. it felt like emptiness swallowing every inch of my life and i was being defeated to loneliness. and that felt really really horrible... thank God that at least He's with me.

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For you(a blog with such limited access, so i hope you know who i'm referring to): I'll be here for you, too. i don't like how i dunno what's going on in your life.. or how you like to keep things to yourself. and honestly, i'm gonna hate that you-know-who (that guy whom i'm trying not to dislike) real soon. cos i feel like he's snatching you away from me. i'm a jealous lover :) and it's gonna sadden me real hard if it's becos of "work". gee... i've worked too, remember? i can even call you from citylink to city hall mrt station! so there, a phone call won't kill you.