Far from Saint

For every reason that i'm upset about now,

I shall think of two other reasons that i should be happy about.

Maybe this way, i would remain sane.


Don't you just hate it when there's something in life to be upset about? Of course, not everything's gonna be rosy... but it just sucks when there's an obstacle or two on your way to..... i dunno, think that everything's perfect? it spoils the illusion.

If only things were simpler, if only man doesn't have so many choices. "spoilt for choice", how apt. if only i weren't greedy, if only i don't want so much. then perhaps i would be happier. perhaps i shouldn't have too many wants in life. perhaps i should be less possesive/materialistic/superficial and be contented with who i am and what i have.

PERHAPS! if only i was a saint in the first place, then would i not have the greediness of man!

Such simple questions in life are often met with the complex solutions that i try to give.... that results in me frowning in the past few hours. i see no reason to smile about anything at all.....

Give me a reason to smile, okie?

xoxo.